Temptation

I couldnt help myself... it is something I would post up at work ;)

Im seriously contemplating doing it...

Love,

"Jill"

A Floral Pat on the Back

Dear Joe,

Just seconds of taking a pic of the Beaker doll that you sent me years back, my boss put this basket of plants right in front of my camera.

For a job well done at work... *aww shucks*

I just wish I knew exactly what for lol

Just wanted to show you I still had Beaker. He has sat at every desk I have had and will continue to do so.

Apparently this is how people can tell and locate my desk. 

I dont mind ;)

Love,

"Jill"

Faking It

I posted photos from my weekend on Facebook, and one of my friends messaged me, saying "it is great seeing pictures of you happy... you aren't faking it, are you?" 

Except for one minor internal setback Saturday night, I spent the weekend enjoying my friends.

 It felt good. I felt..happy.

I have been faking happiness for so many years. It seemed easier to please others by plastering a smile on my face then to actually look inside and pursue what I needed for my own happiness.

 But those days are past. I have worked way too hard to dig myself out of my abyss to risk slipping back down.

One of my favorite existentialists, Albert Camus, said,"You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of. You will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life."

My happiness is too important to fake it for the benefit of others. If I cannot find happiness in your company, then don't be surprised when your company I no longer keep.


And so, with a happy heart, I replied to his message. "Nah - faking it never works out..."

Love,

"Jill"

#Truth

“The law is simple. Every experience is repeated or suffered till you experience it properly and fully the first time.”
― Ben Okri, Astonishing The Gods

I just loved this and had to include it in this blog. 

For obvious reasons.

Love,

"Jill"

Totally Awesome

Because all other bleach is just "meh"

Never thought I would see over achieving household cleaners.
Now I've seen it all.

To be followed up by Totally Awesome Liquid Plumber. Which sadly wasn't Awesome... at all.

Love,

"Jill"

*Shivering*

Could it be because this damn office is heated to the temperature of a Meat Locker or a Morgue?

I think so. My brain has done shut off... *sigh*

Back to my shivering. I must look like I'm having a seizure at my desk. 

Sexy

I cant even think to write today. 

Love,

"Jill"

Luke of the Irish

Happy St. Patrick's Day!

Love,
"Jill"

Demotivational

My new motivational background to reach my goals. At least for today.

#achievementunocked

#lazy

Love,

"Jill"

Call Me Maybe?

Dear Joe,

*In a saucy mood today*

Got a call from someone I didn't know telling me that they took care of "that thing" for me... My response: "Where did you hide the body?"
They hung up :(

*crosses fingers for more like this.. I could use another laugh ;)

Love,

"Jill"

Rewards

and that is a huge scary step to take but sometimes you just have to do it without clearly knowing what comes after...

I just wish I could allow myself to let go

Love,

"Jill"