Personal Statement

Cracked

Dear Joe,

Leave it to Cracked.com to post something so profound, that I can totally identify with.
And they do it with much more humor than I could throw at it right now...

http://www.cracked.com/blog/the-3-types-regret-that-can-destroy-you_p2/?utm_source=facebook&utm_medium=fanpage&utm_campaign=new+article&wa_ibsrc=fanpage

Just thought I would share.

Love,
"Jill"

Disney Wishes

Dear Joe,

This past weekend I spent in Disneyland (early Birthday celebration of sorts) and I think this was one of those RARE times where I really didn't enjoy myself that much.

I did have fun, but it just wasn't the same without you. And I believe it showed.

I was asked pretty frequently if everything was OK? I lied and said Yes, but deep down inside I kept thinking how much better it would have been with you there.

How much fun we had when we went.

I made sure that "Peter Pan's Flight" wasn't the first ride I went on... Instead we all made a beeline to "Pirates of the Caribbean" then had dinner after (we got there later in the day).

I know I will have to let those memories go and make new ones, I can't not enjoy Disneyland. That is sacrilegious.

It's plain crazy to not have a good time there.

Like I said, I did have a good time but it just wasn't the same. 

Believe it or not... I didn't even take many pictures while I was there *GASP*

I will let that sink in a little. 

*of course I wished for you*

The highlight of the trip was getting the above score on the Buzz Lightyear ride. Now THAT I had to photograph for obvious reasons.

I just wished I would have caught it at 111111. Though that would have been spooky had I did.

I miss you. I know I shouldn't and I'm working on letting that part of my life go.

I would say to please be patient but seeing as this blog isn't really me writing TO you... I suspect you don't read it.

So I use it to help me get out everything I have had bottled up inside for so long, out.

But that is another blog post entirely, and another day.

OK, I'm rambling... Good Night and Sweet Dreams

"Jill"

Word of the Day

Love,
"Jill"

Elf on the Shelf

I don't care what you say... those things ARE creepy.
My mom used to have a few of them that she would hide in and around the Christmas tree during the holidays... Kept me away from peeking at the presents that is for sure.

and if they don't kill you, they take a "peppermint poop" in your toilet.
Lovely
*shudders*


I can't believe I blogged about this.

Those dolls freak me out.

That is all.

Love,

"Jill"

RIP Nelson Mandela

We can all choose to be just as fearless with our thoughts, emotions, feelings and in dealing w/daily social/cultural/familial/general suppression. In fact, it is only when we speak up in whatever way it comes up for us, that things come to the surface of awareness (ours/others'), to be seen as for what they are individually, to be acknowledged & healed. When we do that, we also allow other people the permission & courage to do the same. We hold so much in, in fear of looking bad or disappointing others, even ourselves or being labeled as less then (normal/crazy/weird/abusive/aggressive/or whatever else society has come up with to make people conform & fit into their box.

Rest In Peace

Ignorance and the Human Race

 I wish everyone saw it like this.... people never forgive you for what you have done and as a result of that don't think you can change....

My motto (and have no problem standing behind it) is "Don't Listen... Watch"
Only if more people would follow that rule.

I despise ignorance and close mindedness sometimes.

Love,
"Jill"